Hello, my name is Sue and I am a compulsive overeater. It has been 2 weeks since my last binge.
Now, this may not sound like such a great accomplishment to some, but this is the longest I have gone without a blow out since April, I believe. I decided 2 weeks ago to stop eating in bed. For some reason, that has turned into a problem for me. I didn't used to binge until about 3 years ago. And now, the binges occur when I am laying in bed reading. I start getting in and out of bed and the routine becomes to entrenched then than I nearly wear a path in my carpet.
So, since I can't seem to control this, I decided to not eat in bed at all. I have my last meal earlier in the evening when Dad is having his nightly bowl of ice cream - usually during Jeopardy. And now, some days, I almost forget that last meal, so I am thinking of moving that 5th meal to afternoon, before dinner, since that is my really hungry, cold time of day. That way I won't have to space the meals so far apart. And then have my usual SF Jello cup with Dad.
Also, I have stopped drinking anything iced in the afternoons. I get SOOOOO cold, particularly if it is cloudy and icky outside. So I only drink room temperature water. I have a water bottle that I just keep filling and let it sit for a bit since the water comes out of the tap fairly cold.
I have really struggled this year with the binging issue. I mean, seriously struggled. Sure, I have lost weight. But it has been such a struggle to do so. So this is a major victory for me. And I wanted to share.
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